i have so much to say that i don’t know how to put it in words.
today was soohyun’s 1st memories in singapore and i attended it with half a heart (because of external problems) but everything went away when i saw his face. when he first came out on stage i remember thinking that he was shining. his smile was so genuine and FREAKING adorable it made me want to squish him so bad.
the overall fanmeet’s program was actually rather disappointing (well, every stop was the same) because we didn’t get to play any games with him at all. BUT, soohyun literally had the worst jokes in the history of worst jokes and it was so adorable seeing him trying to ‘apologize’ for his lameness!!! he went on and on about how the fishes were looking at him from under the frozen lake (referring to a photo at the filming of ywcfts) and then saying we’re silly for believing his lies (NO ONE BELIEVED PLS)
he would stutter and go 'ummm’ in the most adorably way when he couldn’t think of his answer (although i’m pretty sure he’s just acting cute).
unlike other stops, in singapore we had a special way to submit our wishes for soohyun to grant which is to upload a selfie with our ticket onto instagram, and these screenshots were put up on a tree on the stage for soohyun to pick out. although i wasn’t picked, i have a photo where he was looking at my screenshot!!!! T_T AM I NOT PRETTY ENOUGH OR???? (plus i’m sure they filtered the submissions and there must have been a reason why i was hung at the front because i didnt wish for autograph or photo or anything but to have him write his name with his butt LOL but soohyun picked from the back u_u)
and then right at the last part – soohyun started bawling really bad and i was pretty sure i broke there and then. it was that kind of feeling – i didn’t even know how to feel, i felt so lost that i couldn’t even shed a tear even though soohyun sobbed so hard. it was there and then that i realized why soohyun had a special place in my heart, away from all the other idols and singers that i adore – because he showed the most genuine side of him and has the kindest of hearts.
i will never forget this day, or the face of the man i adore.
(wow i’ve never actually done this for any other idol sorry this isn’t exactly a fan account is it HAHAHA IM JUST RANTING OK BYE)
Label: SM Entertainment (FIRST TRY IT’S FATE)
Members: 7
Role: Vocals
Collabs: Beast (Second was SHINee v.v)
Years Together: 9
Solo: Yes
I think I’ve won this round. I really want to know what my sub-vocalist solo career would be like though.
You’d probably be a musical actress.
Mine was SM, 12 members, Lead Rapper, Collab with Mblaq, 15 years together, solo career. Bahahaha. I am all about that.
label: SM
Members: 7
My role: visual
group collabs: super junior
years together: 9
do you go solo: yes
I am like 99% positive that my group would be pretty sad looking if I was the visual. ahahaha
label: YG
Members: 4
My role: Leader
group collabs: F(x)
years together: 8
do you go solo: YesSM, 9 members, maknae, Super Junior, 8 years, no… I’m the maknae in everything IRL guh…
cube, 7 members, leader (we’re screwed), 2PM, 4 years, no… crying we’ll last only 4 years bc i’m a horrible leader
